When i was sick

I vividly remembered i fell sick often when i started work at Madagascar early in Oct 09. I was very sick but i insisted on going to the meeting. When i reach home i was running a fever of 39.4. My mum was really worried and i was shivering when i came out after bathing. I covered myself in blanket and she bought food and medicine to me. I felt really cared for and she kept checking on me the whole night. I guess in the eyes of our parents we never grow up.

From young, my mum always gets very worried whenever me or my brother fell sick. She would always insist we go see the doctor but i always refused. We always go to a clinic in Hougang and when i refuse, she would say she would buy video games for me to play.... And when we reach home, she would stay up all night to take care of me. Measuring my temperature every hour and putting the wet sponge on my head. Changing it when it got hot. I never really showed my appreciation.... But thinking back.... Mum Thank You!!! You cared for me without reservation... I know deep in your heart, me and brother were everything to you. But in recent years, i haven spent enough time with you... and i cant reverse time.... i feel so useless and helpless....

Mum i hope there is really an afterlife and you are happy there. That you will continue to care and love me and brother from there. I really miss you....